Tuesday, December 23, 2008

In the words of Charlie Brown: AUUUUUGH!!!

love and peace~

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Hmmmm...... i rlly cant dedicate right now..... feel so tired all the time..... anyway my good friend Jolene asked me to do this quiz so here i am.

Regulations of this quiz is:- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.- Tag 5 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.- These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.- Continue this game by sending it to other people.Tagged by: Jolene (of course)

Q: If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?

Ummm...... The first one would have to be that I had more time..... for everything..... second would be to be successfull in life so that i can retire peacefully and securely..... and maybe the last one....... would be to always have good friends to stay happy..... how does that sound? hahaha!!!

Q: Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?

Trust me on this. I have done it many times. ESPECIALLY after watching the matrix. The main reason i guess is that i can't express myself. Hard to explain. But the only reason i do question my existence is because i question god's existence.

Q: Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?

Yes. Very. Hardships, pain, lies, success, failure, inability. All are things i am scared of.... especially of not being able to succeed. The future is always scary. It's part of the unknown, but having friends to assure you helps to ease the scariness of what lies ahead.

Q: Would you change yourself for the person you love?

If i really loved the person, YES I WOULD. To have just the dedication to love a person means i would change myself. To love a person and create that bond is good enough. Although some things i won't change, the person i love would probably be someone to accept my personality. I love my many brothers, most of my family and my friends. I changed for them already i suppose. Now ask urself that question. Would you?

Q: Do you believe in Love?

Yes..... I think.....

Q: How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

As long as it takes. I dont want to force myself onto ppl.

Q: Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

I don't know. Alot of things and maybe nothing. I really don't like talking about being unhappy.

Q: Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?

At first yes, but after awhile no.

Q: Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

Once or twice (:

Q: Who are currently most important people to you?

My brothers (blood related and not), my friends (esp. my besties) and my cousin.

Q: Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?

Yes.

Q:Are you happy with your life?

No. I don't think i ever will be.

Q: Would you give your all in a relationship?

Yes. Most definitely. Especially if that person can accept me for who I am.

Q: What type of friends do you like?

Good ones. The ones who support you. The ones who help you. The ones who give you hope.

Q: Do you often wish there was something you could change?

All the time bubba. All the time.

Q: What will you look at first when you first set eye on a girl/guy?

Personality and mannerisms. And maybe the way they carry themselves.

Q: If your lover betrayed you, what will be your reaction?

Wouldn't know. I guess i would feel betrayed and depressed.

Tagging: Eunice (Active blogger. Would like to know what goes on in that brainy head. Xd)
Vivek( cuz he's my CRAZY BRO!!!!)
Daud(Weird feller. XD)
Haikal( cuz he's my bro)
Ben Goh (cuz he's my bro)

Now to rant..... not much to rant abt..... the next posts will be dedications which i hope to finish by today...... or next week..... or next year...... WHATEVER!!! I'LL WRITE THEM WHEN I'M BLOODY READY!!!

hahahah!!! Anyway ytd i got this letter that said i'm gonna receive $150 for being a good student. Ain't that great? hahaha!! Time to dedicate!!!

love and peace~

Friday, November 28, 2008

As the title says (Dreams), btw i noe u can't see it, im gonna talk abt dreams today. My bros, both types, hv been having weird dreams. Some inerpret as certain doom and others as a renewal in life. Here's what I have to say. I don't have dreams. When I do, they're abt random random super random shit. I'm serious! There was once i was eating garbage in a dream. others had a link to the day before. Once i actually died, tho i dun rlly remember it.



Btw dedications will be up whenever i damn well want them to.



To me, dreams reflect nothing unless you remember them..... minus the garbage one. The special ones are those that make you feel good or feel really really lousy. When it comes to mine it's always kinda random, but i guess there are the few that made me really happy.



Dreams can also be about our aspirations. What we desire the most in our future. A dream world is one of no conflict. Wtf am i writing??? I dunno. I started writing this ages ago, but i am completing it today. I get inspiration from anime's and ppl that i noe. Recently I hv been inspired by both sources. One is Kimberly. Fastest female runner i noe. Damn sporty to boot. Two is Eyeshield 21. An anime abt a weakling who is damn fast. From today this is my vow:
To train as hard as my heart will take me. To be able to exceed in both physical and mental challenges. Whether it be a high wall or a huge test I will do as I will. Pain and hardship will be definite, but i will strive and exceed all.

One of my dreams is to become a much better swordsman. Other's consist of being able to sprint as fast as humanly possible for a chinese guy and to be able to become rich and famous so i won't have to cut them short. My ultimate one is to be able to achieve all of them and hv the ultimate score in life.

That let's you guys know abit more abt me. I just felt like stating it loud and clear. I AM GONNA GET INTO SHAPE FOR MY VASH COSPLAY!!!!! hahaha!!!

So for now, ttfn TATA FOR NOW!!!!

love and peace~

WOAH!!!!..... BLAST FROM THE PAST!!!!.... jkjk.... It's me again, blogging abt everyday life. Dedications will come up soon dun worry...... btw ppl dun ask for dedications but i will give u one aniway. I've been pretty bbusy doing just abt nothing nowadays. The onli things notable are the i just started talking to an old friend from primary school, and i went out shopping with a certain girl a few days back. Enough about me. Now for more abt me. Oh well, Not much to say i guess. BTW, I applied for some temp jobs as a receptionist through http://www.jobsdb.com/ . That's right folks, IT WORKS!!!! And for an unlimited period promotion, I will throw in nothing every time you apply for a job.



Oh well. Time for non-psycho Kazuo to come out. *AWWW* Well.... The past few weeks have been really nothing. Onli certain events have occured that i am happy about. Oh well. Soon I will have to get up early in the morning to do some REAL receptionist work. I won't be surprised if it's the same as McDonald's. AFA wuz veri fun. Got to spend some time acting super cute i guess. First day wuz kinda boring but fun at the same time cuz some ppl took my picture. Got to make fun of the Kakashi's. Second day wuz funner. Got to act SUPER damn wif Kim cuz of tamagotchi. I WANTED A COLOR TAMAGOCHI!!!! Oh well.... After we didn't win Kim said she wuz going taka bt me, danial, daud and helmi stayed behind to wait for Meitze. She eventually came wif Kat. They looked so KEWL and KAWAI!!!! OMG!!! Took a few photo's in the end and went around suntec aft that.



A few days aft AFA i got into contact wif an old skoolmate. JOLs!!! It's great fun talking to her. She's like deep and funny and stuff. Quiet down crazy Danial! Sowwy..... As I was saying, we met again thru MSN. In fact we're talking right now thru MSN (kinda). Man, can't wait to meet her after all these years. We've been talking quite often since then.



I went shopping with Kim to go find a prezzy for Meita and get the Mametchi plushy. We found a prezzy bt couldn't get the Mametchi. : ( Oh well.... at least got to spend some time wif a friend!! wuz veri fun. We actually strayed off our main objective but all in all it wuz veri fruitful!



I also recently met a friend frm Facebook. I somehow expected her to be taller, but oh well. We went to some bear convention. Wuz really boring. Maybe cuz i'm not really into this sort of thing. She also found it quite boring. This wuz b4 O's ended just b4 the MCQ papers. We went to like KFC at suntec and to esplanade to study. KFC's are kinda disgusting when they're crowded. At the esplanade basement were alot of hiphop dancers and other performers. DAMN KEWL!!! wuz totally awesomeness.

Prom Night and RedCamp were fun too but i'm too lazy to write abt it. Oh well. I'm gonna start dedicating soon. I just need my poet's touch back and i'll start dedicating. Until then, signing off. TTFN, tata for now!!!

love and peace~

Thursday, October 16, 2008

This post is dedicated solely to Fir(daus)

Fir, you have been one of my best friends since sec3. You would always come over to study and you always inspired me to work harder always. Through it all you've stuck with me through thick and thin. I really appreciate your concern for me and everyone else.

Fir, you are an inspiration to all who you meet. You have been through the odds and never faltered. You work hard despite the setbacks. I just want to say Thank You, for everything, for being my friend and helping me whenever possible. Thank You. Work hard for Our O's! Now we gotta show 'em what we're made of! Achieve your goals and never say die! Never falter and never hesitate in your journey! TO THE FUTURE! GAMBATE!!!

love and peace~

Sunday, October 12, 2008

This post is dedicated solely to Eunice THL

Eunice. I've known you for 4 years. I've grown to be your friend. I find you smart, sporty and awesome in every sense of the word. I didn't really interact with the class much in sec 1 and sec 2 so i didn't know you very well. Come sec 3 i was surprised to see you in the same class again (well not really cuz i saw who got into the class for streaming). I've warmed up to talking to you casually and always enjoyed that fact. I hope to be able to talk to you the same way in future and that we will keep in contact. I'm sure you can succeed at whatever you wish to do. So do your best and never look back. Never regret what you do and always do right by your own morals. Onward toward the future. GAMBATE!!!

love and peace~

This post is dedicated solely to Samuel A.

Samuel, you have been a friend to me since the start of upper-secondary school life. You have brightened up the classroom along with faisal and disturbed me on quite a few occasions (hahah). I was inspired to write this post from your dedications.

Samuel, as a friend u have(for some reason) always sat behind or in front of me (which is quite a coincidence if u ask me) I always thought of you as a prankster, but as i came to know you better, i found you were kind, friendly and had a warm heart. This came as a pleasant surprise and i have cherished the time we spent sitting infront of and behind each other. I guess all I want to say is that you have been one of my good friends and i hope we can keep being friends outside and after school. Strive for your best. I know Bonnie has taught you well and im sure you will succeed in the future. Strive and keep looking forward! Don't give up. GAMBATE!!!!

Next is Eunice.....

love and peace~

Sunday, October 05, 2008

It's been a week of mostly up's for me.... but i will onli talk abt the last few days cuz i 4gt alot of things throughout the week..... friday: last day of skool...... DAMN FUN MAN!!!!!!!!! Took abt 20+ photos of evribody in skool and finally got almost evribodies signature in the class on my class picture..... got treats from teachers..... aft skool went to LAN BABY!!!!!! DAMN FUN!!!!! MAHD PWNED MY ASS WITH PUDGE!!!!!!!! WHY!!!????? oh well.... and vivek treated me the two hours i was playing.... YES!!!!!!!!! totally awesome... bt when i went plaza singapura to find the comics connection but it was GONE~!!!!! oh well...... aft that went home then went JE lib to go return and borrow books.... mostly comics.... and got some really good ones..... aft that nided to go sentosa to help my dad move some sound equipment arnd..... next day.... Saturday: went to daud's hse to celebrate hari raya..... DAMN FUN MAN!!!!! seriously..... played ninja gaiden 2 and halo 3.... damn fun man...... played tai ti oso and got GREEN PACKET....... YAY!!!! now i planning to buy my vash glasses and contacts....... wondering if i can raise enuf to tailor my costume.... cuz glasses cost 90-93 bucks and i onli got arnd 100....... ARGH!!!!! niwaes got to spar with ben, daud and tang.... TOTALLY OWNED ASS!!!!! YES!!!! aft that went home..... 2dae i went to study 4 abt 6 hrs and then in the middle bought some school supplies like an ERASER!!!!! so here i am, typing this out and maybe i might play starcraft later.... so this is Kazuo, signing off....... ttfn TATA FOR NOW!!!!!!

love and peace~

Thursday, September 25, 2008

well you asked for it.... WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!! SERIOUSLY!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO U..... i noe i said i studied like crazy bt i really regret slacking when i wasnt supposed to OK????????? YOU GET IT???? NO???? THEN YOU HAVE A SIMPLE MIND!!!! i dont noe why ppl always hv to pick fight with me on the net.... you wanna say it, say it to my face in school asshole..... i didnt score high enuf to beat lionel so i rlly regret not studying enuf.... i dun rlly like being blamed for things i did or didnt do esp when its nt true..... i noe i hv conflicting ideals..... i regret that i didnt do as well as i freaking should ok???? seriously lah..... wanna say it say it to my face.... DO U EVEN READ MY BLOG???????? FUCK LAH!!!! i dun even care who you are i just want you to say it to my face.... i bet u think im feeling superior but u dun rlly noe my goals do u???? let me tell you right now..... I AM DOING THIS TO SURPASS MY BROTHER AND TO CONFRONT MY PARENTS!!!!!!!! seriously..... my bro had like fucking 7 points for his prelims lor...... i wanna oso prove to my parents i hv been studying...... in my post a few weeks back i asked if u were working hard enuf..... i didnt wanna noe ur answer..... bt now i roughly have an idea of how u guys feel when i push back..... i studied like crazy that's true.... bt i DIDNT BEAT LIONEL..... he is a small hurdle to my final goal and i couldnt clear it....... u think im showing off.... u think i think im superior..... u think that i WANT TO FEEL SUPERIOR......... and u think i do.... cant change ignorance.... im alredi pissed at alot of my frens for nt scoring after studying harder than me...... THAT IS WHAT I FUCKING MEAN.... i have kept vulgarities out of most of my posts...... bt u sriously dont noe me very well.... u wanna vent? fine..... vent TO MY FACE...... just say it..... i dun care..... i will tell u my opinion talk it out with you and eventually if u are still pissed wif me for "being superior" which many have mistaken for arrogance...... fine.... whatever.... keep hating me.... im nt a good person aniway...... if u knew me better you would noe i say things that are totally different at different times and noe it turns out to be true...... i may be a confused fool.... bt I REALLY HATE BEING PISSED!!!!! you wanna take it out on me???? do it in person not behind anonymity........i dun confront ppl cuz i couldnt care less abt others opinions unless it affects me....... but if its hate i want you to say it to my face.... i dun tok behind others backs cuz i really hate being an asshole but at the same time like acting like one..... im nt a good person.... my prelim results are bad.... you wanna see whats good go '05... seriously.... that is my next hurdle i MUST clear.... you wanna hate danial? say that you hate me to my face.... I WILL EMPHASISE THIS POINT!!!!!! SAY IT TO MY FACE!!!!!!!!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!!! I MEAN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!! i seriously wont take revenge or hate u for it.... i dun hate ppl.... ppl just assume i do...... whatever just say it to my face the next time u feel like not being happy with me...... i noe i studied hard but i didnt study hard enuf.... ppl studied harder than me..... bt they scored lower..... im nt saying their stupid or im smart...... im saying that i am pissed at them for doing so....... to those who i told u that u arent studying hard enuf u noe u didnt study so its nt my problem....... I told it to varun and he improved.... im nt the best person in the world..... im in fact a really a really bad person...... i dun like myself...... but i dun hate others...... why pick a fight with me when we can talk it out..... but since you asked for it FUCK YOU ALL WITH YOUR FUCKING HEIRARCHY AND YOUR FUCKING POPULARITY CONTEST!!!!!! IM DIFFERENT FROM YOU BUT WHEN FORCED I WILL SINK TO UR LEVEL AND RESORT TO VIOLENCE IF YOU DONT WANNA LISTEN YOU IGNORANT FOOLS!!!!!! YOU GUYS ARE LIKE THE REST OF THE PUBLIC..... I THOT U WOULD LISTEN BUT NO!!!!!!!!!!!! U WANNA BE IGNORANT NOT MY FUCKING PROBLEM!!!!!!!!!!!!! JUST SAY IT TO MY FACE WHAT YOU DONT LIKE AND WE CAn TALK BUT IF U REMAIN IGNORANT I CANNOT DO ANYTHING........ either way u wanna approach me do it when im in skool.... i may seem like i wanna be superior to u bt u are WRONG! and i correct people who are wrong abt their facts on ME especially.....

love and peace~